Thursday, April 11, 2013

Money's Worth



 You know those times when you buy something, and you're not really sure if it's worth the money?  Maybe you don't know if you will fully use or appreciate the purchase in the future.  That is sort of how I felt when I bought these wall decorations in Michigan a couple years ago. 

Now I am glad that I bought them.

Believe, Explore, Leap Fearlessly.

Or, as I read it to myself some days...BELIEVE!  EXPLORE!  LEAP FEARLESSLY!!

Our great God has our back in all circumstances, and it is nice to have encouraging wall decor to remind ourselves of that from time to time. :)
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Also, the YG went to Perkins last night.  Totally about filled up the back room.  It was good to see.  
Very good. 
:)




Monday, April 8, 2013

College Weekend #.....14??

...Because I just can't seem to escape College Weekend, no matter how long I am out of college.  :)

It was a marathon few days.  The weekend started off with Amber, after 5 years of waiting, finally obtaining a much sought-after card catalog from PACA!  It is very large.  And very cool.


 
 Then we went to church to set up for the festivities.  No, Laura and I did not plan to dress exactly the same...  Festive yet subtle. :)  Great minds think alike.

Meal #1 of the day.  Lunch for our YG while we wait for our guests.

More food prep...

And, um, a tower of angel food cake cups?  This was starting to be the time of the evening when I wasn't really sure what was happening anymore. :)


Okay, these pictures mostly involve food, but what party would be complete without a fountain of nacho cheese?  The fountain ended up being a bit gloppy, but it served its purpose well enough.  Brent (and Brooks) approved.

The weekend went amazingly smoothly, considering no one really seemed to know what was going on until just a few days ago.  So praise God for that.  Good speakers, good fellowship, and good food.  More importantly, God was being glorified, and the Spirit was working in hearts that needed it.  
Win, win, win, win, win.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Strength



It's remarkable how a piece of paper can be taped right next to your bed for six months, and you can still manage to hardly notice it, much less employ the principles denoted thereon... Well, let me take this opportunity then to MAKE MENTION of how awesome our God is! 
 Have you ever had the experience of God telling you to do something that seems really stretching at the time...however, when you obey, God adds a gazillion things onto that one thing that are all actually much more stretching but CRAZY good for you, and you never could have dreamt up any of it? And looking back, the first stretching thing seems like a no-brainer walk in the park, and as you continue to obey, God starts setting off miracles like fireworks exploding all around you (in a happy, colorful way...not a scary, blow-a-member-off way), and you have no idea what to do besides lie down, look at the sky, and enjoy the show? If you are a believer, I suspect the answer to this question is a resounding, "YES, YES, YES!!" because God is just awesome like that, and that is how he works with his children. He calls us to faith and obedience, and He vows his great, unchanging faithfulness and limitless strength in return. 
 Can I get an "Amen"? :)

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Trust vs. Complaint

Another entry in the apparent series about our Teacher God:

There is a 5-year-old at my school who whines every time I come get him.  He whines, crosses his arms, sheds (fake) tears, and all-around shoots off the bad attitude vibes.  He whines about how he doesn't want to come with me, how he wants to stay in his classroom, how he wants to do absolutely anything besides whatever it is I have planned for him.  (The entertaining part is that his speech is pretty bad... so most of the communication that I understand during these fits is done through extensive body language and the occasionally-intelligible "wanna play"...)  The frustrating part is that he never even gives my activity a chance before he complains, and my activities are typically not that boring. :)  He refuses even to acknowledge the possibility that my plan is better for him AND more fun than whatever he was doing in the classroom.  (And maybe my plan isn't always more fun, but it is usually better for him, and that alone would ideally be motivation to participate willingly...)  He assumes that his idea is/would have been sooooo much better, and he is so whiny about it that he misses the opportunity to fully enjoy the fun and helpful activity provided.  He sits and complains for half of our time before we begin.  Then, when we do the activity, he ends up enjoying it.  It is unfortunate that he spends so long whining about what he does not want to do instead of trusting his teacher in the first place.  How much more pleasant would those 10 minutes have been for both of them!

These entries are not to meant to be me venting or complaining about whiny students...the opposite is true.  I have become increasingly thankful for these behaviors in my students, because they have taught me so much about how I must appear to my Teacher God daily.  He always has a plan for me, a plan that is so much better than anything I could think up, and yet my tendency is to drag my feet, complain, and waste time, instead of trusting him and thanking him for the countless wonderful things he gives me every day. Despite the negative things I put on here, my students really are great. :)  God has been teaching me so much through them, and the lessons God gives me make it that much easier to be patient with the kiddos.  It is so easy to relate sometimes!

Psalm 9:10-- And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee. 

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Shine!


(Primarily written to myself...)  
Are you afraid to open up and show who you are inside?  Do you have things buried inside of you that you are afraid other people won't accept?  If you are a believer, the fact is that the most important thing dwelling inside of you is the holy GOD of the universe.  If you truly believe that, you should be excited to be transparent so that the world can see GOD through you.  You probably have some garbage in your life...who doesn't, really?  You probably have a personal story (at least one) of darkness and brokenness, but more importantly, inside of each believer is a miraculous story of God's love and redemption.  How can we not be excited to share our stories with others so that they may be encouraged and/or seek the same redemption for themselves?

Let's be excited to show Jesus to the world, even when that means showing something of ourselves that we're not sure we want the world to see...  
This is something I continuously need to work on. :)

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

"What about me?"

At my school, there is one 3-year-old in particular that inspires my musings about parallels between our Teacher God and earthly teachers.   After I spend the morning with this student, I often leave scratched, bitten, pinched, or mildly beaten.  He refuses to listen to his teachers, and hardly hesitates to hurt us.  Sometimes if I show him a particularly deep scratch he has given me, I think I see a glimmer of remorse, but it is usually short-lived.  I might get a quick "sorry" out of him if be is prompted...not too convincing.  Soon he is back to his old ways, whining and screaming, "what about me??... I don't want to!!"  We remind him that it is not about him, and it ultimately does not matter what he wants.  He has to do what he has to do.  We all have to.

The moral of the day?  I may end this morning with a small, bleeding scratch on my hand from my student's transgression, but my transgressions caused my loving Teacher to be tortured and die on a cross.  Can I ever, in good conscience ask the question, "What about me?"

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Punctuation.


Elementary school students are often asked to determine the appropriate ending punctuation for a given sentence.  For example, “What color is this banana” should end with a question mark rather than a period.  Why?   If a sentence created by a speaker requests subsequent input from a listener, that sentence is a question.  In writing, such a sentence requires a question mark at the end.  By contrast, If a sentence requires no subsequent input  from the listener (although the listener may choose to comment), the sentence probably could end with a period.  That may seem basic, but you’d be surprised.

One may be asking at this point, “How could someone be THAT confused about which type of punctuation mark goes on which sentence?”  Please consider another comparison between elementary school lessons and God’s life lessons.
   
When God speaks to us, sometimes He asks us questions….but not because He doesn’t already know the answers… He asks us questions for the same reason any teacher would.  For instance:

Teacher: What are snowpants used for? (This is actually the sort of question I ask students…)
Student:  Uhhhhhh………
Teacher: Do you wear them on your head? (at this point, the teacher would preferably have a pair of snowpants on his/her head.)
Student:  NO!!  (dumb teacher…) You wear them on your legs when you play in the snow!!
Teacher:  Ohhhhhh…… You’re right; you DO wear them on your legs.

See,  the teacher asked a couple of questions there, but for what purpose?  The teacher was requesting subsequent input from the student, but did the teacher NEED that input in order to obtain new information?  Noooooo, the teacher already knew the proper use for snowpants (believe it or not, kiddo!).   The purpose of the questions was to teach the child, to lead the child, until the child was able to arrive (with the teacher’s guidance) at the correct conclusion. 

Certainly, God also often speaks in declarative statements (sentences that end with periods).  Sometimes the declarative sentence comes after a series of questions (as in the above illustration), or it could come on its own.   This is where punctuation confusion can come into play—when we try to place a question mark on a statement of GOD’S that is clearly meant to end with a period.  PERIOD.  This can be tricky, especially when God has recently given us a long series of questions…. In these PERIOD moments, God is not requesting input from us.  Action, perhaps.  Input, no.  Yes, it is our prerogative to comment, whine, or voice our own opinion, but it won’t matter much.  When God speaks with a PERIOD, none of that is going to do any good, and time will be wasted. 

In conclusion, God speaks, and when He does, Listen carefully—What type of sentence is He voicing?  A question to teach you?  A period to direct you?  (Or maybe an exclamation point for some reason??)  Either way, you can bet that there is Purpose behind the message, and He wants to use it (and your response) for His glory.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Friends

Once, while attempting to explain the activities of the UIUCYG to my mother (I was maybe going through the homemade demotivator calendar), she commented facetiously, "Sarah, I'm just really glad you were able to find friends like you."  :)  I think about that comment frequently, especially after a weekend like this past one, not only because it is true....(It is true.  I am incredibly blessed to have been given the friends that I have, and it took some stunning acts of God to make that happen), but also because of recent conversations had with others who struggle to find/form true friendships.  It is super humbling to look back at the paths God has led me down to bring countless amazing people into my life.  You know who you are (if you are reading this, you are probably one of them).  I'm not typically great at expressing myself in person, so please know that each of you are heartily-appreciated gifts from God. :)

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Kicking and Screaming

I spent most of this morning wrangling a wriggling 3-year-old at school.  Well, "wriggling" would be an understatement.  Kicking, screaming, hitting, throwing, pinching, scratching, pushing...that sort of thing.  I tried to reason with him at various times in the way adults reason with extremely defiant 3-year-olds...

 "Do you know why we are sitting here?  You are not making good choices.  You are not listening to your teachers.  You are not following directions.  You are hurting yourself, your friends, your teachers, and the things around you.  Your teachers like you, and we want to do fun things at school, but we can't if you don't follow the rules.  We have rules for a reason.  We need to make good choices so we don't hurt ourselves or our friends.  Do you like to feel hurt?  Of course not.  No one likes to be hurt.  You don't like to be hurt, your friends don't like to be hurt, and your teachers don't like to be hurt.  Following directions makes everyone feel better....."   and so on.....

Not surprisingly, the reasoning was not especially effective.

Do you know why she is mad? "Whyyy??"  Because you hit her.  "Whyyy??" You can't hit people.  "Whyyy??"  It hurts them.  "Whyyy??"   

You get the idea.

Anyhow, as I thought back to his little teary eyes, his little kicking feet, and his BIG screaming voice, I couldn't help wonder if that is how God sees us sometimes, or, who am I kidding, oftentimes.  He leads us step by step; he breaks down his instructions into simple little pieces.  Yet, I still so often find myself not understanding, writhing around, and asking "Whyyy??"

I get it, kid.  I get it.

You do need to listen to your teacher, and I need to listen to mine too. :)






Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Contrast

Last week:





Currently: 




So...boredom is settling in, and I am resorting to such activities as photography and blogging. :)  Just kidding...sort of.  Today has been slow, but I do enjoy wandering around with a camera when I get the chance.  Besides, there's always Chicago with Andrea tomorrow to curb my need for adventure.  Yay. :)

Back to contrast: 
My parents have a very pretty front porch.  Can you guess which pictures were taken today and which were taken in the summer??  (hint: yes, yes you can.)

 
 

























 

 Daniel 2:20-22
Blessed be the name of God for ever and ever: for wisdom and might are his: And he changeth the times and the seasons: he removeth kings, and setteth up kings: he giveth wisdom unto the wise, and knowledge to them that know understanding: He revealeth the deep and secret things: he knoweth what is in the darkness, and the light dwelleth with him.

Secret/revealed; Darkness/light; set up/remove.......more contrast?  Okay, I am grasping at straws now.  :) One more bit of contrast before I give up: 


This one gets me every year.
As we wrap up the Christmas season (no pun intended...*eye roll*)

Beautiful and Majestic :)

Christmas Tree Cemetery  :(

The price of service.  As my dad would say, the tree is fulfilling its destiny.  "It loves it!  Who wouldn't love fulfilling their destiny??"  I suppose that's true... But he says the same thing about fish flopping around on a hook. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND BLESSED NEW YEAR. :)